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How can we go?

Were related to Fab 4 years, but I feel I'm losing my partner after the death of his father, he hard hit. We had a period of 4 a few months ago and is traveling in Thailand. He has been a month and only has a check twice. It puts a blog on your site but nothing really to me directly. He knows I'm waiting for him. I'm in a real state. I miss him so much and I'm terrified of losing. I do not know if his lack of contact means he's just having a good time, or trying to forget. I do not know what to do. It always surprised me: not Respot that the problem disappears. I can not move because not feel emotionally strong enough, prepared or somewhat confident. If he is having a meltdown after the death of his father, how can I go? Me I feel desperately sad. I do not want no life without him, but while he is away, I do not see a way to cope. We've been through so much together and now I want nothing for him.

It appears that your going through a difficult period and I'm sorry to hear that. I lost my mother 71 / 2 months and my life has changed completely since the I feel very strange and sometimes can not cope. I felt that no one understands what he felt. I never understood how pain can strike until it happens to you. I you should give your boyfriend some time and perhaps gradually begin to share their feelings with you. It could be in a state of denial at the time, and such Once he thinks his way Everything will be better when he returns. Sometimes I really do not believe yet that I can never see my mother again. Could have a big sense of guilt, I know I do. Hopefully that will open to you when ready Fels. Try not to drive faster, I really think it's not being selfish, but it is cope with their pain. Please just try to take one day at a time, his difficullt but can be done.

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